exams again....
its someting which i have started to hate the most, of late... not that i used to like exams b4.. but this examophobia(probably there is a correct term for it!!! i dono) has incresed many folds after coming to BIM... more so, cos of the 3 hrs of torture which i have to endure everyday.... :(:(
exams r really reallly irritating... really wonder how ppl can glue their asses to the chair for 3 full hours to answer a paper which doesnt make any sense to ME...... :(:(:( cheers to everyone whos able to sit thru the exams.... i really admire all of them with all my heart.....
invariably during any exam i start dozing off after 40 mins or so.... that too for dumb papers liek strat man, (apologies to ppl who like strategic management) which is all theory, theory and more theory..... dono how... the very moment i start answering the paper i start feeling sleepy.. till the previous moment i am all fresh like a morning flower.... but just one look at those boring questions and the thought of writing 3 pages for each question after question makes me doze off... like i ve not slept for past 4 days... :(:(
at times i feel very bad... and angry with myself for being so stupid to sleep thru the exams.... but to be honest i really am not able to control my sleep....
many times i ve even thought of walking away half way thru the exams without being able to control my sleep... but.... :(:( damn me.. dont have the guts to do that too...:(
heights of it all.....for my retailing mid terms as usually i started going in to a deep trance( the paper was interesting though)and came back to my normal self only when half hour was left for the exam to get over.... like a dumb ass i left out one entire objective section... not cos i didnt have time.. but cos i totally FORGOT abt that section . :(:(:(... all that was on my mind at that time was to run out of the exam hall to the comforts of my warm and cozy hostel bed......
the worst part of it all....i had marked the answers in my question paper thinking i cld copy it on to the answer sheet towards the end....
what cld i call this.... :(:(:( felt like slapping my own face in front of the mirror... grrrrrrrrrrr....
what cld i call this.... :(:(:( felt like slapping my own face in front of the mirror... grrrrrrrrrrr....
many of my friends cldnt stop laughing when i told them abt this.. every one had a good laff looking at my foolishness.. laziness wht ever they clad call it.... thats a diff story all together....:(:(anyways... its over now.. exams are not gonna stop bugging me and am not gonna stop sleeping either....hehehe...
but in one corner of my heart i secretly enjoy sleeping during exams... thats a divine feeling which many ppl are not blessed to experience... haha... gives me a sense of achievement... atleast this way am happy of achieving something that not many cld :):)
b4 anyone comes in search of me (to hit me of course!!! ) i sign offf........byyyyyyyyyyyyeeeee:)see u soon with another big mokkai :)
